I love you oceans.
She says, not just to me.
It’s hard to hear from her.
It’s like the sting from rubbing alcohol.
Why didn’t I matter?
No return phone call.
The worst punishment.
Punishable by death.
And I’m in the chair.
Talented, skinny, sexy, confident, fun, adventurous, a killer IG account.
I know, superficial, but JesusChrist does that count in my brain.
Pride envelopes me.
Fuck you, on heated lips, on repeat.
Thick black ash in my heart.
Those things work.
Don’t be a child.
I mean it!
What is this, medieval times?
More like blessings beyond reach, an avalanche.
I wish you,
Cuz you’re fuckin’ talented and I love you.
I love you.
FADE IN: girl on the phone, fidgeting with her hair.
Everyone is outta whack right now.
Like, weird phone calls coming in, wrong emails going out. It’s a THANG. You heard about the eclipsed full moon chaos, yeah?
It’s just chaos right now – kids acting outta whack, drama all up and down, mind racing – it’s very eclipsy. You know?
Continue reading “beep bop boop”
So…I’m leaving in a month, and I cannot take my clients with me.
What? That’s insane.
In order to graduate, I need to also work with teenagers so I’m moving to another facility full time.
Wait. Slow down. What’s going on?
I’m leaving. And I can’t take you with me.
This seems really sudden. How long have you known about this?
What are you feeling right now, what is this bringing up?
Claire, have you known about this for a while?
Would it have changed anything?
Yes! Damn straight. Your decisions affect us, they affect me. Regardless of building boundaries between client and therapist – I’m in your life. And you left me in the dark.
Continue reading “wiggle room”
As we gear up to shoot our next short film, we look back at our last one. Sweat, tears, joy and exhilaration. iHeart, we still heart you.
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